potential come back

Its been a long time since i’ve written something on here. I’ve tried a handful of times to write a meaningful post and every time I started off by saying that same thing. I think part of me feels ashamed that I didn’t keep up with it so i feel the need to point it out. From there, the rest of the drafts got way too long and drawn out. Each time I lost track of what I wanted to say in the first place. I’m going to try to keep this one simple. I think its also hard to write because… well basically my life completely fell apart since the last time I posted. It’s been.. really wild, but I finally feel like I’m making sense of everything. I love being where i’m at, I don’t really have any idea what I’m doing… but I never stop making work and exploring. I try to see as much art as possible and meet with and talk to as many artists as I can. Everything gets better and more interesting the more you look. I have so many great friends, and I’ve gotten really close with more of them than ever. When I really needed it, my friends were there for me, which is something I didn’t expect. Not because I felt like I couldn’t rely on them but because I felt like I wouldn’t. It made me really appreciate support like that, it made me realize how important it is to show up for everyone. I have a lot to say, I can feel myself going on a rant about some shit… so I’m going to keep it here for now. I’d like to say I’m going to start updating this more regularly, but we’ll see how much computer time I can bare.